This week in history

So this week we had our first block exam of second year of medical school. Guess what? I had the worst grades in Pathology and Pharmacology that I have ever had in my entire carrier as a student. So obviously I'm having a hard time dealing with this new low and so when I go to bed I have nightmares and when I am awake I have hallucinations.

I just want to share a story what happened tonight which was quite scary at the time. Basically what happened was I was online and suddenly my computer started playing music on its own and I had no idea how it did that so I looked at iTunes and I stopped it. It started playing again so I got a little freaked out and I stopped it again and this time I shut the windows and pulled the curtains because it was dark and I was thinking that there might be ghosts around :) so then again it started playing a song and I got so scared that I quite iTunes application but that seemed not at all helpful and I heard the song again. I was so scared at this point that I called a friend almost in panic. Then I realized that I had opened a webpage that apparently had music in the background and that since the internet is quite slow here it kept on turning on and off on its own and the mystery was solved and I decided it is time for me to get some rest.

AA

Life is a draw!

In a sense we are all artists in this world. Drawing and acting…


I woke up again one and a half in the morning; the time seems to be incomplete too. I look out my window and I see nothing but darkness. I see you up there; I see that no matter what, you shine. You might be alone but you still shine bright through the thickness of those clouds that come between us. You’re one determined star. I drew one day and my luck brought me here. From here I can see you a lot clearer, I studied you better from this small rock in the ocean but I am much further away from you than I have ever been. I’m so high up on this mountain yet my wings are weak and I cannot fly, I
cannot fly...

You shine brighter or is the night getting darker or there might be clouds again… Whatever it is, you are gone from my sight… what have they against us or what have you? There aren’t always answers for everything, is there. I look up and you’re gone. Good… Now all I see is darkness. Absolute darkness. But nothing is absolute.

Those clouds are gone and there you are shining yet again but this time you’re not the only one up there… I smile.... The time is now complete; it’s two in the morning ;-)

The only constant in this world is change!

AA